Agnosticism

And all depair

all resignation

all the glory says to me

He must be more than mann

He must be more than man

Years later I will sit and write

uneasy questions

without answers

Making the familiar statement

the familiar arguments

and yet

the meaning goes careening in my brain

for suddenly there are bells calling me to the sunlight

I may not eat here. i must feed my soul,

my head. my life

another place

another time.