White robed men
Searching hallways
That look and feel like
Cotton clouds.
They spy me
Reach welcomingly
But I am not ready.
Instead
Lying flat
I bring the surgeon into focus
And begin the fight.
Every breath a rosary of desire
Beads of sweat on the upper lip
Glory be to god
Moaned softly, then loudly
Moments full of grace
Lost in the decade of free love.
In the back of mind
wondering what will happen
If we are caught by
Our Father.